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what's the point of trying, when your best is not good enough?
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| long-weekend |
[03 Jul 2006|10:57pm] |
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single - natasha bedingfiled |
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back to work tomorrow..yay?
friday was the dashboard concert which was frigging amazing! until my mom started yelling at me..yeaaa i was in a bitchy mood afterwards
michigan for the weekend!
ate in 3 days, compared to the past few months
but i had an awesome weekend, the blisters on my feet are proof of it!
=)
some random notes:
Ben Wallace is officially a bull
CV traded for T.J Ford =(
Tim Thomas a Clipper..
hahah yes i realize that these are NBA related
but i really don't have anything else to blab about
oh and the Rihanna song "Unfaithful" is growing on me, but i still cringe when she sings those high notes, and i'm totally in love with Rascal Flatts' song "What Hurts The Most"
& ninz, no i'm not depressed! =P A girl can listen to emo music and not be depressed
my new discovery over the weekend is FIJI WATER!
haha maaan i wish they sold this bottled water here in Canada!
going to stack up next time, yes it is that good!
wedding shower on saturday..fun? we shall see
happy tuesday ladies!
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[10 Mar 2006|12:30am] |
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"A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow, he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you can't undo? The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine. He who hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we hadn't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beats the hell out of never trying."
--Grey's Anatomy
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| we're on some sorta high |
[04 Apr 2005|03:50am] |
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have you ever - brandy |
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got a problem?
what's my problem?
what's your problem?
we're all deprived of sleep
hahahahah
stupid paper
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[20 Feb 2005|11:34pm] |
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long convos about everything and anything is cool
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[05 Feb 2005|02:13pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAYDEE & RACHELLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohmigosh you guys are 19+1
yay for just turning 19!!! HAHAHAH trace!!!
so rachelle & haydee
you guys have been there for me through a lot
and i appreciate everything that you guys have done for me
you know that it goes both ways =)
you guys deserve only in the best that this life has to offer
that you both deserve to be happy
and i want to see you both very happy
have a great day you guys
i love you lots
*great big hug
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| 2005 yay! |
[01 Jan 2005|10:31pm] |
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monkey in the middle with nephew & cousin
talking to cousins who are much older than me!
chilling with jonathan & ryan
ryan has a fat ass! HAHAHAHA
figuring out who was the oldest cousin in toronto
the oldest is 40 and the youngest is 16
ummm the age gap is HUGE!
and there are plenty more around the world :\
lots of laughing! HAHAHAHHAHA
overall my new years was great!!
but we broke tradition! :(
but i'm seeing tee tomorrow! YAY! HAHAHAHAH
ewwww hahaha i look fat
damnit, treadmill is my new best friend!
but yes family picture
:)
been there for me through a lot of crap
understood unconditionally
loves me unconditionally
for all the crap that i put them through
i'm extremely thankful & grateful
they're my backbone
i love them very very much
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| tobagganing! |
[30 Dec 2004|10:07pm] |
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we're 19 year olds, going tobaganning!
at least we're short and we don't look our age!
maaaaaaaaaaaaaarrie!
stupid sled!
HAHAHAHAHAH
no maybe it's me
or the damn hill!
HAHAHAHAHAH
my ass hurts still
damnit! HAHAHAHA
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| it's that time of year again.. |
[23 Dec 2004|05:08am] |
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yay christmas! *note sarcastic humour that i usually apply to almost everything =)
AAAAAAAAAGH!
okaay so i had my first 'talk' with my supervisor/team leader
WTF! she reminded me what my function was at work..
excuse me??????????????????????????????????
all because of this new lady who thinks that i'm not doing my job
um excuse me?
try making a zillion boxes
putting the old folders from the cabinets in the boxes
putting the new folders in TCODE ORDER!!!!!
T005-T329, fuck this job is not easy =\
especially during peak season, or whatever..
i'm fucking sorry if you can't do your job properly
but don't fucking tell me how to do my job, when i've been there longer
and today, fuccccccccccccck guy
she could not find any of her pulls
she wrote on every single one, not in folder
my co-worker was getting so frustrated, so she asked me to look for them
and GUESS WHAT?!??!? I FOUND EVERY SINGLE CLAIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my co-worker than points this out to my supervisor! HAHAHAHAHHAHAH
MY CONTRACT GOT EXTENDED TILL SEPT 2005!
so on christmad eve if i come in @ 9
i can leave at 2 =)
and i have next monday off & if i come in on tuesday
i get paid extra =)
HAHHAHAHAH oh joy, work & more work
and put up with that woman that thinks that i can't do my job
HAHAHAHHAHA oh wells, she's just making herself look bad
because i'm finding everything that she can't find
sigh, and i thought new people would have a sharper eye
bitch!
john paul's an angel
WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!!
who the hell said that?? HAHAHHAHAHAH
my stupid 'brother'
telling him stories is fun because we get to laugh about it afterwards
it's funny because its true
so you're going to be limping after christmas?
HE'S MAKING FUN OF ME!!!!!!!
so whenever we're arguing our co-workers are always saying
marie, john paul are you guys arguing AGAIN??
damnit i missed going to karaoke with rob FUCK! HAHAHHAHA
and bowling with mel for 29 cents =\
went out with tee the other day
just talking & shopping & eating
HAHAHAHHA couldn't stop laughing
i realized how much i missed my twin
it was so unexpected that she called, but yea it was COOOOOOOL!
we almost 'killed' each other HAHAHHAHAHAH
we bought each other's present in front of each other
but we're not giving it to each other until new years
that's our tradition to see each other on new years day (tee, barb and me)
she said no matter what
insomnia, yet again
lying in bed and not wanting to get up
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[11 Dec 2004|02:24pm] |
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I MADE SOUP!!!!!!
i realized i was spoiled when i didn't know how to use a can-opener :\
pathetic i know
let's start laughing at marie! HAHAHAHAHAH
welll my auntie was laughing at me
she said you're 19!!!
so i replied so stop cooking for me, then i'll learn!!
of course i was being sarcastic!
then she gave me this look and we both laughed!
i told my brother and he said
i'm so proud of you!
whatta looooser! geeeeeeeeezzzz
but i hate washing dishes
i think i'll buy my parents a dishwasher for christmas!
HA! yea right, with what money
i'm not even thinking about christmas yet
EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn you ryerson for only giving us a 2 week break!
i want my 4 week vacation back!!
next semester:
communications
psychology of gender
macroeconomics
operations management
and if i pass accounting
the second management course
and if i don't pass
managerial accounting
it will be different hopefully
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[10 Dec 2004|01:09am] |
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because of you - kelly clarkson |
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I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
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| i needed today.. |
[28 Nov 2004|03:35pm] |
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do you hear what i hear |
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i adore singing do you hear what i hear?
it's one of my favourite christmas carols to sing during church
esp. since we've been singing this song every christmas concert for the longest time
=)
so i had choir practice today
it was okaaay...my diaphragm got a workout
it hurts =\
i'm excited for this concert for some reason
usually i get scared, but i've been doing this for the past 5 years
so you get used to it & performing in front of people
back to the future is a wiicked series =)
i love all three
i should buy the box set
and i should also buy the harry potter set also =)
there goes my money..fuck
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[27 Nov 2004|03:16pm] |
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ice age movie =) |
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agh! i hate myself..
i'm in serious need of some anger management
i needed to vent. so i called my co-worker
he just laughed at me. damn bastard :)
but it was something that i needed
it cleared my head of thoughts that i over reacted too
also he gave me solid advice
and made me realize that i have a few things to think about
he added this stupid cliche saying..whatta nerd :P
then i went to work on friday :)
found out my supervisor is gone for 3 weeks
YAY! hahahahha i can go in whenever i want
waaait i already do that :)
decided to go to the movies afterall
i took in consideration everyone
sooo i headed off to town centre with john paul
the bus ride there, we were just laughing
i think the people around us thought we were crazy
i was telling him stories about school
there was this one thing i told him
both of us couldn't stop laughing
then he made this low blow on my behalf :|
whatta jerk!!!! HAHAHHAHAH but it's funny because its true
he was telling me this story about this lady at work
how she was hitting on him HAHAHHAHAHA
and she thought i was his girlfriend..whatever younger sister!!
so we had a laugh about that too
which felt really really gooood :)
met up with christel, walked around for a bit
checked what we wanted to watch
famous players didn't have too many choices :|
so we decided between national treasure & taxi
jason wanted to watch ray whatever..i was paying for the ticket anyways
decided to watch national treasure :)
which was really really GOOOOOOOOOOOD!!
it was funny & suspenseful so it was cool
smarties & popcorn make a really good combination
got home around 10:30
i got upstairs to say to my mom, and she was watching her filipino movies
so as i walk in, cd # 2 had to be put in
mar, can you put in the second cd?
i just looked at her
so it's just plain coincidence that i as i walk in, the second cd has to be put in?
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH i love my mom :)
then i watched the movie with her & another one
she hands me something to warm up in the microwave
"mar, mar, mar, mar, mar, can you warm this up for me?"
"geeeeeez, now i know where i get my whining from!"
"i don't whine.."
my friday night
out and in home :)
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